When Friendship Was Not Enough

I tried to warn you
that this wasn't enough for us

You convinced me
that I wasn't the one you were looking for...

I tried to explain
that you couldn't be taking without giving

You were persistent
that you expected someone who could give you more...

Then I decided
to let go...

Until one day...

You made a demand
out of desperation...

And I had to cry saying 'No'
as my heart shattered into millions

And I had to wall my soul
as each memory froze it in matter of seconds...

Then I closed my world from you
as the slightest thought would leave a deep wound

Then I pretended that 'We' still existed
as each time I told the truth I had to relive the moment...

But I survived
believing it was for the best...

Until one day...

We met in bright smiles
then you left without farewell...

I've lived my life
and built my world

I've found love
that have coloured my world...

You've lived your life
and traveled your universe

You've found love
that have come in the way you expected...

We painted our dream on the stars
to achieve as high as we could in life...

Until one day...

We sacrificed our hearts
and lost our friendship in the process of growing up...

-14 December 2009-



A breakup that hurts so much worse than a breakup with a boyfriend/girlfriend is a breakup with a life-time best friend.. the regret is life-long and the loss is irreversible..

I wish no one have to go through such hurtful thing..