It Is Quiet Tonight

It is quiet tonight..
without voices of the dark

It is quiet tonight..
without nightmares of the past

It is quiet tonight..
without regret of unintended mistakes

It is quiet tonight..
without fear of tomorrow's heartbreak

It is quiet tonight..
with contentment of one's present existence


-19 December 2009-

When Friendship Was Not Enough

I tried to warn you
that this wasn't enough for us

You convinced me
that I wasn't the one you were looking for...

I tried to explain
that you couldn't be taking without giving

You were persistent
that you expected someone who could give you more...

Then I decided
to let go...

Until one day...

You made a demand
out of desperation...

And I had to cry saying 'No'
as my heart shattered into millions

And I had to wall my soul
as each memory froze it in matter of seconds...

Then I closed my world from you
as the slightest thought would leave a deep wound

Then I pretended that 'We' still existed
as each time I told the truth I had to relive the moment...

But I survived
believing it was for the best...

Until one day...

We met in bright smiles
then you left without farewell...

I've lived my life
and built my world

I've found love
that have coloured my world...

You've lived your life
and traveled your universe

You've found love
that have come in the way you expected...

We painted our dream on the stars
to achieve as high as we could in life...

Until one day...

We sacrificed our hearts
and lost our friendship in the process of growing up...

-14 December 2009-



A breakup that hurts so much worse than a breakup with a boyfriend/girlfriend is a breakup with a life-time best friend.. the regret is life-long and the loss is irreversible..

I wish no one have to go through such hurtful thing..

Between Bitter and Sweet

Medicine often tastes bitter..

Poison sometimes tastes sweet

And

they often come as one pair..

So, don't hate the bitterness in life

and

don't get carried away with the sweetness of certain moments..

Because one cannot exist without the other

and

as a pair they challenge humans

to be in healthy balance

and

become wiser..



-06 December 2009-

A Different One

Close your eyes

And imagine a different world..

One which is not the one you live in

One you never imagined before

One where I came from



Open your eyes

And look at me with a different perspective..

One which is not the one you put me in

One you never thought of before

One where I started my journey from



Clear your mind..

And ask away..

And I will answer..



Close your eyes

And consider a different scene

One which is not the one you act in..

One you never wrote before

One where I was risen from



Open your eyes

And face me with a different reality..

One which is not the one you are in

One you never associated me with before

One where I learned about life from



-6 December 2009-